i try back and fourth

i try to be a friend
and you tell me I am being deceitful

i try to share my heart
and you tell me I am superficial

i try to tell the truth
and yet you persist with accusations

i talk about my faith
but you claim I am repulsive towards the Bible

i try to remain positive
still I hear I am not trying hard enough

looking back I find my fault
I realize

too accomodating
a continuating cycle
too much time wasted

my focus needs to be my focus
the same story told
unfortunate it never gets old

looking back I find my salvation
a repeating story
fortunate it rings with truth

my focus will be my focus
no need for deceit, superficiality, accusations or repulsion

I choose me
You choose you

No need to go back and fourth
thanks but no thanks